April 28, 2025

Glad You’re With Her

She meant so very well. She has always been warm as can be to my family and I and she is a compassionate, caring, mom and retired nurse. But today, after I sent a text update on my mom that included a family member on my dad’s side, she concluded a text of encouraging responses with “glad you can be with her.”

I hearted the whole text because I appreciate her love and encouragement, but here’s the thing, I’m not with Mom. And this brought up a little guilt I had to briefly work through today because, as planned ahead of time, my husband and I are away on a long weekend trip. We got the trip insurance in case something did not go smoothly with the surgery or the weather or a number of other factors. But we made arrangements for another family member to visit Mom today and to take care for our dog while Dad is also out of town for one night. And we hit the road knowing Mom is recovering and well cared for.

I was there for 9 plus hours the day of the surgery and the big hospital is almost an hour away. And I am not writing this because I think my family member would judge if she knew I wasn’t with Mom today, but instead because of the feelings it brought up in me. I have spent an unbelievable number of hours at appointments and in the ED and visiting at the hospital and with in-home care team members and ordering and picking up supplies and helping to provide care.

If you are an advocate or a caregiver, take note. Sometimes when our loved one is stable, recovering, and under the care of others (with or without loved ones visiting) it is helpful for us to focus on our kids and ourselves and to seize the opportunity to be away from where ongoing support may be needed in the future.